||[Aug. 30th, 2006|06:28 pm]
well idunno why but im upset with alot of things. i guess recently alot of things have come to disappoint me. everyone is still drifting away, slowly, but were drifting. i wish there was a machine that could bing everything back to normal. but i mean i guess we are suposed to experience love, heartbreak, mistreatment, hatred, and all of htese feelings we feel. i gues sthats just how life is. i think its good to let things go. its probably better for you. you cant hold onto anything that isnt there. ive also realized alot fo thigns fall apart, but friends are the people u can lean on to make everything better. all wehave is just us, we all need each other especally right now. each person has osemhting going on with them, something their struggling with. i miss everyone and i feel as if we all just keep moving from each other. i just want everyoen to be friends and get along, but i cant really complain about it because i havent been getting along. time is key. i really want to havce a good junior year, i know its impossible to have that at verot. im ust not happy there. i must say i miss alto fo the people i used to be with and im upset we dont get to talk as much. i wish briggs culd be here too cause she holds everything together, but we all know it cant happen. idunno. there is just alot going on for me atleast and its hard to handle but hey things get better right? even tho for me they dont but ill just keep thinking that. but whatev im tired of typing and i dotn feel liek doing ym work or whatever but i gotta but ima bounce peace.
hope school is going well briggs.